Last August, I was in trouble.
By October, even bigger trouble.
When Midnight Stuck Twelve on December 31, 2007 -- I came up short of words in 2007. I only had 35,848 words of the 90,000 target I had. I was way short. That's like thinking you successfully landed on an aircraft carrier because you only were a half a mile off when you tried to touch down.
But I sent it off to my "reader" -- the person who has encouraged me to write this novel. Who cornered me. Who triggered my start. He's not the man who fires the starting gun on the Olympic 100 meter dash, but the one that gives you the courage to get down on the starting block and take off running at times when you feel like you just don't have the guts, when you know everyone is already off and running, when so many have a head start on you, when some already sped across the finish line and are relishing the cheers.
My reader is a distant uncle. An Australian. A former professor. An avid reader. A poignant speaker. With trepidation, I kept my bet and sent him what I did write, the 35,484 words. I knew I'd get positive thoughts (because he's just an encouraging man), but also a good solid dose of professorial grading reality, even the bad stuff. He just left a message today that he thought it was STUPENDOUS. That my writing put him in tears in a couple of places.
He put me in tears. But I was bouncing off the walls too.
I had given up really. I didn't make my goal in December and then was hit with the distractions of broken dreams earlier this year, and I stopped writing. Pursuing another dream when one dream is broken is tough. I didn't. But that was stupid of me.
But today, he insisted, he wants the ending. He's hooked.
I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo HAPPY!!!!
Of course, he is going to hit on the professorial critique too. I got home too late to call back, and hear a good dose of what needs to better than it is. But I realized it was stupid to shut my word faucet off. Broken dreams are no excuse. Someone is asking me to write. I simply must.
I'll be picking up and finishing to the initial 90,000 goal. The book is about crashing destinies, that's all I'll say. The devil's in the details. And the details aren't for sharing, yet.
Can I say "Told ya so"? I'm glad that you have a Uncle that pushes you beyond your own expectations. I also had one that did that for me. I wonder now if he was disappointed.
Can't wait to read the rest of the details.
WRITE!!
Smiles...
Posted by: Ky Woman | May 02, 2008 at 03:50 PM
I second the motion put forth by the good lady from KY: WRITE!
Excellent! I'm curious to learn more as it progresses... Great news :)
Posted by: Chris H. | May 03, 2008 at 10:42 AM